What do you want?

What do you want out of life?

What if I told you could have just about anything you want? It’s true you can have just about anything in this world. However everything has a price and it’s not always as simple as just money. You want to be rich? What if you had to give up love to get it? You want to be the most successful person in a certain field? What if you had to give up time with your family and friends?

Life is not infinite, time stands still for no one. Deciding where you put your energy will decide where you end up. You sacrafice others for self gain, then in the end you may be surrounded by wealth, but you’ll also be surrounded by ghosts.

I don’t know if karma ever truly catches up to anyone. I know that I feel the pain of the things I’ve done, and said. I know I’m regretting where I put my energy through a large portion of my life. I know that I need to move forward. I need to learn more about this world, this life, and surround myself with people that make me happy.

Depression some days holds me back, it never feels like there is enough hours in the day. There’s so many things I want in my life, but I can’t have it all, and if I can’t manage my time right I can’t have any of it. It forces me to stare at the clock, but at the same time that let’s me know I’m not exactly happy where I’m at. I’ll conginco to try and push forward, it’s just hard to figure out what to do.

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